Just Do It

John's been helping me through a lot lately and he's told me that his motto lately is nike...Just Do It. I've been going with that motto also cause you know...there's no more point for me anymore. I've been trying to get over him and it's really hard....I want to so I could get better and move on, but even my mentor can't help. She says she can't help me not miss someone that I miss and she can't help me by making me stop liking who I like....I agree, not possible unless you really have no feelings for that person. So yeahh...I wish he knew...:[ I seriously miss him like crazy. I don't find it funny that I miss him and like we haven't had a good long decent talk for awhile...as for before, we talked like everyday for hours... I really dislike this. Not only have I not talked to him, but like lately...I feel like he's getting bitchier? but Idk. Maybee he doesn't want to talk to me and I'm just IMing him too much. Goddamn. I really miss you.

and stop feeling sorry for me people. I hate that.