Be More This
"Be more this. Be more that."
"I am more this. I am more that than you." It is so fucking annoying because what does it even mean to be more of a certain thing than someone else. How would you even know? "I am more capable of taking a joke than you. I am more capable of understanding better jokes than you. I am not as sensitive as you."
Tell me, how the fuck would you know you're more capable than me? First of all, what do you mean by a good joke. What is a better joke? By what standards are you measuring this joke of yours, and this joke of mine? By what are you measuring me as sensitive and you as not? Even when you define that and more, what makes your version of things better than mine? What makes you right, what makes me wrong? Fucking tell me. All these bullshitty people always defining others around them by their own standards. To be honest, the world doesn't revolve around you. You are not the center. You do not make up the standard. You may not even be the exception. Unfortunately, these people have not learned to recognize that yet or have failed to, and it is so fucking annoying to have to hear shit like that. You do not need to go take your insensitive ass and then tell me what I am or am not. You do not hear me telling you that your jokes suck or that you're not that sensitive, or that I'm better. I do not need to put myself above you for any reason, but simply understand you. You lack the sympathy and empathy that makes up a person, and boy, I do hope you get to learn that before you die. I used to be so hard on myself because of people's shitty words, and honestly I still am day to day, hour to hour. Even minutes or seconds happen and that is when I'm battling myself. I get really sick of your shit and though I tell myself to be the bigger person, it is not my fault that you get yourself into shitty positions. It was not my fault that you have to go through stress when you stressed me out. It is not my fault you decided you wanted more. If I cannot be enough for you, I am not sorry. You are not for me, I am not for you. That is fine. Just fucking go deal with your shitty life rather than taking your shit out on me.
"I am more this. I am more that than you." It is so fucking annoying because what does it even mean to be more of a certain thing than someone else. How would you even know? "I am more capable of taking a joke than you. I am more capable of understanding better jokes than you. I am not as sensitive as you."
Tell me, how the fuck would you know you're more capable than me? First of all, what do you mean by a good joke. What is a better joke? By what standards are you measuring this joke of yours, and this joke of mine? By what are you measuring me as sensitive and you as not? Even when you define that and more, what makes your version of things better than mine? What makes you right, what makes me wrong? Fucking tell me. All these bullshitty people always defining others around them by their own standards. To be honest, the world doesn't revolve around you. You are not the center. You do not make up the standard. You may not even be the exception. Unfortunately, these people have not learned to recognize that yet or have failed to, and it is so fucking annoying to have to hear shit like that. You do not need to go take your insensitive ass and then tell me what I am or am not. You do not hear me telling you that your jokes suck or that you're not that sensitive, or that I'm better. I do not need to put myself above you for any reason, but simply understand you. You lack the sympathy and empathy that makes up a person, and boy, I do hope you get to learn that before you die. I used to be so hard on myself because of people's shitty words, and honestly I still am day to day, hour to hour. Even minutes or seconds happen and that is when I'm battling myself. I get really sick of your shit and though I tell myself to be the bigger person, it is not my fault that you get yourself into shitty positions. It was not my fault that you have to go through stress when you stressed me out. It is not my fault you decided you wanted more. If I cannot be enough for you, I am not sorry. You are not for me, I am not for you. That is fine. Just fucking go deal with your shitty life rather than taking your shit out on me.
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