Being sick doesn't even get me care

I felt like shit today. couldn't eat much. walked really slow. didn't do much in p.e. layed down a lot and like forgot my books at school. my head hurt[ed] like fuck and like my stomache kept making me feel nauseous and like I felt like throwing up but couldnt. i came home and went to sleep or tried to. then at like 5 i went out and my mom made me eat. i couldnt eat the fried rice...not even 1/4 of the bowl. then i just left and practically couldn't move...sat there watching spongebob and than took the two pills...then i went to do my hw later...next thing you know..it was all coming up. i had to like keep it in and run to the kitchen...and my mom yelled at me for throwing up in the sink -_-. it's not like i can help it....it was just already there and i cant like run to the bathrm...that's even further....and i was like crying but ugh. no one understands..i think about how jenny is sad about her family and stuff and how they dont want her in tennis anymore, but honestly...at least she's in it. im not. they care for her, but she goes to do stupid things and thats just dumb...at least they care for you....but for me...I have BOTH parents, but if i was hurt..its like nothing really happened....i sprained my ankle a long time ago remember? my mom yelled at me. now i threw up, and she still yells at me...at why i didnt do that in the trashcan instead of the sink...like what the hell am i suppose to do? im srry i cant like control it -_-". stupid stupid stupid.