When Does It End?

I told him I was tired and I wanted this to be a point from where we move foward and he said "yes, please." I don't think he can be as tired as I am. I am just exhausted by this and all and I do not want to do anything at all. However, I had to finish all my stupid homework and projects that my teachers all just have decided to give in the same week. I just want to be good friends with him, really. I don't want to fake it and pretend like I'm okay anymore. I don't want to pretend to say hii like I always have been. I want to really say hii and be happy and just be able to hug him like anyone else does, and just be friends. I really do just want that. I'm tired from it all. I'm tired of having what happened today happen.