Luck

It's funny how things work....sometimes you meet people completely different from you and sometimes you meet them and they have such similarities as you. I kind of love honor choir only because I've met some pretty nice people and they're not all bad at all. Then I met this one person. He's so cute. He's caught my eye ever since the first meeting. I don't know if he's really just sorry about what he does, or if I'm over thinking all of it, but I kind of like it when he talks to me. Even if it's only to say "Sorry for singing too loud" or "Sorry for bumping into you." At first, I was like not going to do anything, and then at the Vocal Festival, I remember saying "Dude, he totally wants me." Haha, thinking about it makes me laugh...I'm such a lame-butt. Then, I hate when those times come and you think about it and you're like noooo, it can't possibly happen. So I just dropped it all and didn't even think about him or anything. But then last Monday, April 22, came and then I saw him and well that was the end of trying not to do anything. It was nice knowing that I was able to talk to him. He said sorry again for singing too loudly, but I honestly think he sings pretty well...and so I told him that. And who would have known? He tells me I have a nice smile C: That made the rest of my night...I was so happy when I got home. Everything felt right. Lame I know. And I even asked to add him on Facebook that night before it all ended. Yet now I can't even talk to him. It would be so much easier if we were going to the same school. I'd rather talk face to face then get used to just talking through msgs. I hope it works out. Maybe I'm just rushing and overthinking. Blehhhhhhhhhhhhh.................well Prom is this weekend. Hope all goes well (: