A Perfect Friday
This whole week has been shit, but luckily today was just a good day. I took a lot of pictures with people I like, and I started off my school day with a fun lab. We did an egg drop and luckily it survived. Then in English, I passed my quiz, and there was a Winter Formal assembly today. They made it mandatory for all to go, which kind of makes me happy because people need to be more school spirited anyway. Our school REALLY needs that. Then after the assembly was lunch, and I went to the choir room and then I met with Lesly in there. We were going to go buy our Winter Formal tickets together, but the student services weren't open so we had to go back to the room. When I came in, Patty was like, "Anne, I need to talk to you." So I went over to the table and sat down, and then she was like, "I got you an early birthday present."
"Oh, my birthday isn't until next year."
"You dork, it's next month."
"I know..."
"Well I got you an early birthday present."
"Oh is it this tissue box?"
"No Anne!"
blah blah blah dgjbjdfngkndkng
"Remember when you asked _____________ to Winter Formal during break?"
"Uhhh yeah......" Tries to get up and walk out, but Adrian and Patty pulled me back down.
"Your early birthday present is ___________. He's your date to Winter Formal."
At this point, my face was probably speechless. I don't even remember how my facial reaction was, but everyone at the table kept laughing. I felt kind of embarrassed only because they were all staring at me, and then he was in the room with two other guys, and I did not dare to turn back. I couldn't face him. I was really nervous and embarrassed and just nervous. I wanted to go to the bathroom, but when I looked out the door, he had left the room. I was like oh I'll just wait a bit to go, and then later I went with Patty and Tasi. I was kind of mad? Well, no. I wasn't mad. I don't know what I was feeling. I was trying to comprehend everything and understand that I now have a legit date. So we went back into the room, and I kind of stalled at the door, and then I finally had to face the hard fact that he was in that room again. So I went and turned around and he kind of just looked at me and smiled, and I don't know if I smiled, but I didn't say anything and just went to the table. SMOOTH RIGHT? I know....I'm just a fail turtle. So then after school/5th period for me, I was going to go to the lockers with Betty. Well such luck I had, we talked to Diana for a bit near the door, and then I heard him playing his guitar. After talking to her, I turned to go with Betty, and then I turned his way, and he saw me. I awkwardly smiled and awkwardly waved at him. I wish I wasn't so awkward. It would make things better. May be this is why I've been single for so long. Not on topic, but for 5th period...playing twister and seeing people do it is pretty funny. Mrs. Moon chose a good day to do something like this. It really helped add onto my good day. Anyway, back to the topic. So then we were walking to the lockers, and I told Betty about what happened, and she freaking was so loud!!! And then she pointed out that he was walking behind us and that he was "following me." You don't even know how embarrassed I was this day! Dx So then after that, I told like a million people about things, and then after school, we karaoked. And then Mrs. Moon left so we sat outside [Adrian, Lesly, and I] and talked and laughed until I saw it. I couldn't believe it, and I asked her to show me, but she refused. So I didn't pressure her into showing me, but I just got really sad and started crying. I can't stand to see people like that. It really bugs me. So we both cried and talked about things, and hopefully now she feels somewhat better. Hopefully she can trust me enough to come to me and talk rather than keep it all bottled up and do things like that. I really hope she doesn't. I just want her to be okay. I went through those things, and now I'm doing even better than okay, so I hope she knows that it isn't impossible.
So then the day went on, and we had many laughs and Jason came and then we had some more laughs. He's a pretty funny guy, so skinny though. And then I helped this lady with Adrian, and then I left and I said bye to everyone. It was such a good day, but I am so tired now. So sleepy too, but I don't want to sleep yet. I'm so nervous, and I have so many questions about what happened, how did it happen, why he agreed, he possibly can't go because he likes me. I know I'm totally overthinking it, but I got rejected, so now I just don't see why. I hope he's not forced to go and that Patty's not paying for him. I just want it to be perfect for once. Please. I just want to be happy.
I won't expect a lot. I'll just try to have fun and go with the flow. I really hope it all works out. Please Buddha, please.
"Oh, my birthday isn't until next year."
"You dork, it's next month."
"I know..."
"Well I got you an early birthday present."
"Oh is it this tissue box?"
"No Anne!"
blah blah blah dgjbjdfngkndkng
"Remember when you asked _____________ to Winter Formal during break?"
"Uhhh yeah......" Tries to get up and walk out, but Adrian and Patty pulled me back down.
"Your early birthday present is ___________. He's your date to Winter Formal."
At this point, my face was probably speechless. I don't even remember how my facial reaction was, but everyone at the table kept laughing. I felt kind of embarrassed only because they were all staring at me, and then he was in the room with two other guys, and I did not dare to turn back. I couldn't face him. I was really nervous and embarrassed and just nervous. I wanted to go to the bathroom, but when I looked out the door, he had left the room. I was like oh I'll just wait a bit to go, and then later I went with Patty and Tasi. I was kind of mad? Well, no. I wasn't mad. I don't know what I was feeling. I was trying to comprehend everything and understand that I now have a legit date. So we went back into the room, and I kind of stalled at the door, and then I finally had to face the hard fact that he was in that room again. So I went and turned around and he kind of just looked at me and smiled, and I don't know if I smiled, but I didn't say anything and just went to the table. SMOOTH RIGHT? I know....I'm just a fail turtle. So then after school/5th period for me, I was going to go to the lockers with Betty. Well such luck I had, we talked to Diana for a bit near the door, and then I heard him playing his guitar. After talking to her, I turned to go with Betty, and then I turned his way, and he saw me. I awkwardly smiled and awkwardly waved at him. I wish I wasn't so awkward. It would make things better. May be this is why I've been single for so long. Not on topic, but for 5th period...playing twister and seeing people do it is pretty funny. Mrs. Moon chose a good day to do something like this. It really helped add onto my good day. Anyway, back to the topic. So then we were walking to the lockers, and I told Betty about what happened, and she freaking was so loud!!! And then she pointed out that he was walking behind us and that he was "following me." You don't even know how embarrassed I was this day! Dx So then after that, I told like a million people about things, and then after school, we karaoked. And then Mrs. Moon left so we sat outside [Adrian, Lesly, and I] and talked and laughed until I saw it. I couldn't believe it, and I asked her to show me, but she refused. So I didn't pressure her into showing me, but I just got really sad and started crying. I can't stand to see people like that. It really bugs me. So we both cried and talked about things, and hopefully now she feels somewhat better. Hopefully she can trust me enough to come to me and talk rather than keep it all bottled up and do things like that. I really hope she doesn't. I just want her to be okay. I went through those things, and now I'm doing even better than okay, so I hope she knows that it isn't impossible.
So then the day went on, and we had many laughs and Jason came and then we had some more laughs. He's a pretty funny guy, so skinny though. And then I helped this lady with Adrian, and then I left and I said bye to everyone. It was such a good day, but I am so tired now. So sleepy too, but I don't want to sleep yet. I'm so nervous, and I have so many questions about what happened, how did it happen, why he agreed, he possibly can't go because he likes me. I know I'm totally overthinking it, but I got rejected, so now I just don't see why. I hope he's not forced to go and that Patty's not paying for him. I just want it to be perfect for once. Please. I just want to be happy.
I won't expect a lot. I'll just try to have fun and go with the flow. I really hope it all works out. Please Buddha, please.
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