My Little Heart Part II

I thought I was going to be okay today. At her house, when I saw him, I got nervous. I felt the relief to be able to see him again, but I thought to myself that it was over. It didn't feel the same, but as the day rolled on....I just knew. I wanted this boy more than anything and he had no clue. He didn't know that I was probably even alive in that aspect. I hurt as he spoke of all these girls and how they hurt him. I just want him to give me a fair chance and see that it could work. Except for the fact that I have to leave so soon. I'm just so tired. I didn't want to come home feeling like this, but I am and this shit hurts.