Realizing it.

I talked to D.L. for quite a bit these few days &he's made me realize that I shouldn't listen to what others say. I shouldn't go for someone just cause I would "have a better chance at him" than the other guy. I should just go for that guy that my heart likes more. Then I wouldn't feel so guilty about lying to myself. So all this time I thought my 5 Valentine's grams were going to be sent to PNguyen, but it's not suppose to. He gave me a wake up call and got me to think about it.

I really don't want to send it to PNguyen anymore and hopefully D.L. could help me get it back and change the reciever. All because I don't like PNguyen...I realized that I liked this other junior guy more &I'm hoping with all my heart that I could change the grams so that PNguyen wouldn't be weirded out by me esp when I don't like him that much. Just think he's cute. Also, it's so frickin hard to talk to PNguyen...I have no idea what to say and it's hard to breathe...my heart like pounds just cause I think about talking to him. However, with the guy that I like more...I can talk to him sooo easily :] and tell him anything...I think I like that better because I could do/say more. Let's hope D.L. could help me change it :P

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