..Sigh

FUCKING WORTHLESS. You think YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE FUCKING HURT IN THIS DAMN SHITT. I GET HURT TOO CAUSE YOU ARE, BUT YOU DON'T KNOW. BEING A FUCKING EX TO YOU IS HARD ESPECIALLY WHEN I TRY TO HIDE WHAT I FEEL. YOU DONT LOVE ME LIKE YOU USED TO BUT COULD YOU AT LEAST THINK THAT WHAT YOU SAY HURTS ME SO MUCH, MAKING ME THINK OF THE FUCKING PAST. I TRY TO BE NICE AND TALK IT THROUGH BUT ALL YOU DO IS LET IT GO THROUGH ONE EAR AND OUT THE OTHER. MAYBE FOR ONCE IF YOU JUST REALLY LISTEN, LET THINGS GO, STOP FUCKING WORRYING ABOUT HER, THINGS IN YOUR LIFE WOULD BE SO MUCH BETTER?!?! UGHHHH I hate this.

YOU KNOW WHEN YOU SAY "SHE'S MY FIRST LOVER"...I THINK "WHAT THE FUCK ABOUT ME?!!?" BUT OH THERE IS NO ME BECAUSE YOU FUCKING LIED ABOUT ME BEING YOUR FIRST LOVE. MAYBE YOU DIDN'T LIE AFTERALL, BUT RIGHT NOW I DON'T CARE CAUSE THAT'S HOW I SEE IT. "OH I KNEW HER FOR MOST OF MY LIFE." WHAT DOES THAT FUCKING DO?! FRIENDSHIP IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM RELATIONSHIPS. THEY REVEAL DIFFERENT THINGS. THINK ABOUT THAT. GODDAMN. YOU SAY YOU THINK, BUT DO YOU EVER REALLY DO IT >.> I TAKE ON ALL THIS SHITT JUST TO HELP YOU AND I KNOW I'M BEING HARSH, BUT BEING NICE TO YOU AND TELLING YOU JUST DOESN'T WORK. YOU DON'T LISTEN!!