Late Night
So lately I've been feeling pretty crappy about myself and my life. I figured it is because of Adrian and the argument I had with Patty. I was too attached to the memories. As much as I wanted them to be with me still, life goes on and that's just how it is. People grow and change and they just happen to grow away. And that's fine too. It sucks, but it's okay. Here I am now. I am living a dream really. I am at one of the most beautiful schools ever and it's like vacay everyday...except for the homework/studying/reading part. That part stresses me out a lot. I know I can make it through...I just have to get used to everything and just really settle in. I'm doing fairly well with meeting new people and making friends actually and not being afraid to talk to people...well except for guys. I just suck in general when I feel like I like them because then I realize it and start to freak out. I kind of miss my family and friends. I try not to think about it too much or else I'll just end out bawling my eyes out. I did that when my mom sent a picture of her fried rice she made for my little sister's birthday. I never thought I'd cry like that, but yup...that was me.
Anyway, so there's this guy that I've been noticing lately. I think he's quite cute, quite adorable. I found out he is in my Linguistics class and section when they were playing Brawl. I really hope he wants to be like my study buddy for that because yeahh.... xD ahaha, but then also forreals though. I would really like to have someone to study with because I don't really know anyone else in my other classes........When he saw me at our section this past Tuesday, he like called out my name. Best thing everrrrr. And then I asked him if he wanted to get breakfast together, but unfortunately he was going to go back to "nap and then workout." Sadly we didn't walk back together either because he biked and I almost forgot that I had to check my mailbox. I was waiting for my Demi shirt/CD, which I totally got :D Best feeling ever. Anyway, so tonight I got invited to late night dining with Tiffany, him, and a couple of his friends. It was actually really nice and I think he's so sweet...and cute too ^-^. He actually notices me and doesn't just like pass it by just like the others :p. Thank goodness, and he doesn't seem so awkward either. He even like offered to take my cereal bowl to bus it, but I like refused lol. HE'S SO SWEETTTTTTT. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. He like reminds me of like an anime-looking kind of guy. Then we went to his friends' room and they were singing and then watching weird things. I listened to them sing Check Yes Juliet, which to be honest, wasn't perfect. but they all tried and actually aren't as bad as he says. He especially isn't as bad as he says. They all could use improvement, but honestly, it was good. Guys that can sing...:D Geez. Anyway, I feel good right now. I am pretty tired, but it's really nice that I was able to have a good night just with others.
Honestly, I think this guy has potential. He's not asshole-ish, well at least I hope he won't turn out to be. I kind of don't like the vibe that I get when he says workout. I feel like he is just doing it because of peer pressure and because he's trying to get into some kind of club or frat thing. That really shows his confidence level, but I guess I don't really mind it. I just wish he could see that he's actually really...really good enough already.
Anyway, so there's this guy that I've been noticing lately. I think he's quite cute, quite adorable. I found out he is in my Linguistics class and section when they were playing Brawl. I really hope he wants to be like my study buddy for that because yeahh.... xD ahaha, but then also forreals though. I would really like to have someone to study with because I don't really know anyone else in my other classes........When he saw me at our section this past Tuesday, he like called out my name. Best thing everrrrr. And then I asked him if he wanted to get breakfast together, but unfortunately he was going to go back to "nap and then workout." Sadly we didn't walk back together either because he biked and I almost forgot that I had to check my mailbox. I was waiting for my Demi shirt/CD, which I totally got :D Best feeling ever. Anyway, so tonight I got invited to late night dining with Tiffany, him, and a couple of his friends. It was actually really nice and I think he's so sweet...and cute too ^-^. He actually notices me and doesn't just like pass it by just like the others :p. Thank goodness, and he doesn't seem so awkward either. He even like offered to take my cereal bowl to bus it, but I like refused lol. HE'S SO SWEETTTTTTT. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. He like reminds me of like an anime-looking kind of guy. Then we went to his friends' room and they were singing and then watching weird things. I listened to them sing Check Yes Juliet, which to be honest, wasn't perfect. but they all tried and actually aren't as bad as he says. He especially isn't as bad as he says. They all could use improvement, but honestly, it was good. Guys that can sing...:D Geez. Anyway, I feel good right now. I am pretty tired, but it's really nice that I was able to have a good night just with others.
Honestly, I think this guy has potential. He's not asshole-ish, well at least I hope he won't turn out to be. I kind of don't like the vibe that I get when he says workout. I feel like he is just doing it because of peer pressure and because he's trying to get into some kind of club or frat thing. That really shows his confidence level, but I guess I don't really mind it. I just wish he could see that he's actually really...really good enough already.
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