What Do You Want Me To Do?

I hate that now I'm really broken. All my hope has really crashed down on me and plus with the stress that now school is putting on me, I really have little hope. I make the excuse of having to focus on midterms to push it away, but that's dumb. This has nothing to do with it. I want him to notice me. Not just to know my name and say hi every time we pass each other, but to be my friend. They say all you have to do is speak up right? Don't be afraid and just make friends. Well I don't know. Maybe this is another dumb boy thing. What happened to you Anne?