Trying to Find the Answer/Truth

What are my feelings? Am I really falling for him or do I just feel infatuated? Is it because I've spent most of my summer with him so this is why I feel this way? Is it because I just feel attached and want to keep having him there? I need to have like a set of questions in which I would ask myself to see if this is real or not. What the heck would the questions be then? I'm only giving myself more questions at this point. When I look at him, do I see the future? I don't see my future with anyone honestly. I just don't think I will die anytime soon. That's all I know. I just have a feeling about that. But Betty's right though...I am right though...right? That if I have to question all of this, I don't think I truly like him?