"He never once bought anything good for me"

Mom, please stop it. He bought it for you because he thought it worked and it was good and it was for you and it was cheap. Who would have known..? Yeah, he might not be the bestest husband in the world, but he sticks by you and us even though we're all pretty messed up right now. Why don't you see it? He cares for you. We all do. You're the person who loves objects...I bet so, but I know you also care for us, but sometimes it's just too much you know? I know he's a guy and sometimes guys can be very dumb, but I know he bought it with intentions of being nice and loving...WHY CAN'T YOU JUST SEE THAT?! I fucking hate this family at times..I wish like I had a good life where at least my parents weren't like dying and working their butts off so that we can BARELY survive. I keep telling myself I'm going through all this shit in school so one day I'll go out and give them a better life. I don't even know if they'll live with me to that day. I hate how my mom doesn't think we're nice to her. never. ugh. i don't even know what to say. sadness is a word that can't even describe how I feel nor depressed. No one can help me..