I miss you
-sigh- I have so many emotions going through my head right now...I don't even know what's going on with me. I know tons of others, especially girls, who dream up many scenarios in their head. I've been doing that a lot lately with Justin Bieber in them. Lol. Never ever gonna get that good...It won't happen. I can't meet him. I'm not even rich enough to go buy his things. I don't know....I wish I could just become famous. I wish my parents taught me Chinese with Viet when I was younger. I wish I learned piano, guitar, how to dance when I was younger so it would be easier now... I wish I kept on playing violin so now I wouldn't be so rusty. I wish I was born talented...but even as I wish...It can't be done. It's the past, and now I have to work for it. I hate it when people are just naturally talented and they don't appreciate it. Makes me angry you know? Like being smart in math...I lost my chance and now I'm behind...I have to pick it up and take Trig over summer, but even if I do..I am still behind. I don't even know if I will pass the test to even take it. -sigh- and I love the song down there VVVV. Xin Loi Anh. I'm going to learn the lyrics and maybee even try to find the piano sheets for it. Just for it. I want to learn it and maybee even sing it at a show. Maybee Tennis Banquet? Maybee next year? Maybee....it would be nice though...to surprise people with a Viet song.
I don't know if I like him anymore....Being away for a couple of days...I do miss him, but not that much. We'll see tomorrow if he still has the affect on me....Usually, he would make me smile unconditionally without even knowing it. I would walk to P.E. feeling like no other. It always makes me happy and when he isn't there with me to go to P.E....it disappoints me...so let's see if there is still that affect tomorrow to know. It's freaking cold right now too....Idk how I feel....I hope there's no war between N/S Korea....plus it's quiet....for now I guess, but something is bound to happen when it is quiet for long. I don't know. And this weather....Our Earth is dying...I just know it.
I will try to start participating again in KeyClub...been so lazy....even if it means giving up the rest of the time for myself ...and I have to spend more time with my family. I really do.
Well now back to homework moree....Sometimes I wish I could just disappear, but I know I am needed..
Also, today me and my family went to this restaurant in Bolsa...it was fancy and expensive, but worth the money even if it was like $55....we should go again if we have money....If.
I don't know if I like him anymore....Being away for a couple of days...I do miss him, but not that much. We'll see tomorrow if he still has the affect on me....Usually, he would make me smile unconditionally without even knowing it. I would walk to P.E. feeling like no other. It always makes me happy and when he isn't there with me to go to P.E....it disappoints me...so let's see if there is still that affect tomorrow to know. It's freaking cold right now too....Idk how I feel....I hope there's no war between N/S Korea....plus it's quiet....for now I guess, but something is bound to happen when it is quiet for long. I don't know. And this weather....Our Earth is dying...I just know it.
I will try to start participating again in KeyClub...been so lazy....even if it means giving up the rest of the time for myself ...and I have to spend more time with my family. I really do.
Well now back to homework moree....Sometimes I wish I could just disappear, but I know I am needed..
Also, today me and my family went to this restaurant in Bolsa...it was fancy and expensive, but worth the money even if it was like $55....we should go again if we have money....If.
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