Clear Things Up

I'm going to ask him today about where he's moving and stuff. I can't take it. I don't think I can. I woke up with a puffy eye, but I was so happy that I was able to make it go away. I feel so emotional cause it's my time of the month too and I just feel as if I can cry any moment now. I feel so sensitive and bitchy at the same time with cramps going on. Ugh, I hate being a girl. I hate how this is like the second time this is happening and how everything that sucks just comes on me. I avoid it with school, but you can't avoid something like this. When you numb it, it only gets worse when you feel it again..