Discontent

I'm sick and tired and sleepy and I didn't get to four pages of my essay. I'm trying to work on it right now, but my mind is just bothering me so much. I finally took the courage and got up to her when she was playing today, which she totally noted and pointed out. I felt bad about letting her think that we had left her at the Karaoke night, but I was kind of hurt too actually. She didn't even see me sitting next to her. -sigh- whatever. I'm so tired that everything is putting me in a bad mood. I mean talking to her made me smile, but it made me more embarrassed by what had happened. When will you hear and see my love for you? It grows stronger yet.