Relief

Suppose to be doing homework right now, but I can't focus..I know that...so I'm going to write down what happened today and yeahh...My stomach is like friggin hurting so badly right now, I swear ;[.
Okay...I don't wanna write completee sentences...gonna bullet point it..and It's Cons/Pros cause bad stuff first than good makes me feel better about myself.

Cons:

• Mood swings every fricking day
• @the tennis courts afterschool, I cried today.
• I told everything to Anre, Christy, and Jenny
• I dont know what to do anymore
• I'm tired
• my stomach hurts
• i feel annerexic or w.e. shitt...wen i eat, i have to force myself now cause i feel like throwing up
• i'm losing everyone....jessica, diane, betty, melissa, sang, and more
• i hate schoolwork
• i hate having gray hair....and having people point the shit out. of course its on my head, i would fucking no
• i hate my life
• my head hurts
• i dont want to be a dreamer
• i dont want to like him anymore

Pros:

• I had hope
• i was happy today for more than 3 hrs
• i got to play tennis...i can actually serve better than i thought
• i passed my mile and got the fastest time ever that i havent gotten in a long time
• keyclub banquet this sat
• sang for adelina in 5th period
• hope....falso hope ...so fucking bad
• posse foundation
• i feel relieved to tell christy i liked him and now no that she doesnt mind
• idk..