One simple phone call

One simple phone call surprised me today. I thought it was Richard calling my back because I called him earlier to ask about VietClub, but he never answered. You called me just for the heck of it and you sounded really happy even though you weren't. I told you I was going to get my books and brb in a moment, but you hung up so I called back. Your voice totally changed and I don't know why. It wasn't happy and you told me you would call me later. I waited. I know it's so stupid to do, but I'm a girl and that's what girls do. We wait by our phones and look every few seconds even though we tell ourselves not to because that's just weird. I'm tired. I only got two hours of sleep last night because my thoughts wouldn't go away. I'm very tired right now, but I wanna hear your voice. I see you at school, but you don't care to stop by anymore or even say hii. You don't write to me anymore? I don't know...it saddens me a bit. No that's a lie. Everything you do hurts me a lot. It hurts so much so so so much. I need to do my homework and studying for AP World, but I just can't. -sigh-