Today's a good day and now I'm pissed

FUCK I seriously hate how my mom is so fucking hypocritical. Don't you ever think about what you say? It makes no fucking sense....I want to learn to drive, but I can't because I'm so fucking tired and I have an AP Exam to study for and school isn't easy. I WANT TO FUCKING LIKE SCREAM. EVERYTHING PISSES ME OFF RIGHT NOW. I HATE HER. I HATE HOW SHE DOESN'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW HARD I TRY. WELL MOM? ARE YOU HAPPY? I'M CRYING. I'M TRIED. I'M GOING TO THE PSYCHOLOGIST BECAUSE I FEEL OVERWHELMED AND TIRED AND CRAZY. I HAVE HW OVER BREAK. I HAVE CLASS OVER SUMMER AND VOLLEYBALL. I HATE LIFE. I HATE BOYS AND I HATE THIS FUCKING FAMILY. WHY DON'T YOU GUYS EVER KNOW HOW TO DO ANYTHING?!????!?!! I FUCKING HATE HOW I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING. YOU CALL ME STUPID AND EXPECT ME TO BE OKAY? WELL I'M NOT AND I DO REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAY. STOP FUCKING DENYING IT. I HAD A GOOD DAY AND EVERYONE JUST LOVES TO RUIN MY DAY. I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN ABOUT MY GRADES ANYMORE. THEY'RE JUST A BUNCH OF LETTERS/NUMBERS. I HATE IT. MY FUCKING BROTHER DOESN'T KNOW SHIT AND ALL YOU DO IS DEPEND ON ME. WHERE WAS HELP WHEN I WAS A FRESHMEN??!?!?!!? WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS SCARED OF MY FIRST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL !!??!!?!?!?1? egoSHIONHRPSNGGGJMRS[JNSR;
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ALL THESE WORDS CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I WANNA JUST YELL AT EVERYTHING.