Relax

I was suppose to call him like a lot earlier so I could talk to him, but I missed my chance. I've been good these last few days, but at the same time..no. It's hard to keep up with everything and be happy then stay happy. The hard part is staying happy. Worst ever. I've been so bad lately at faking it, it's like wow you sound annoying. I'm tired.
Goodnights.