Day 1

From today...whenever I cry, I shall count the days. The days I feel so sad I have tears. The feelings of emptiness and with no reasons as to why. The days where I can't get anything done because of this. The days in which I think of no longer surviving. The days in which I worry the most about life. The more knowledge I have about life....the more afraid I get of life. The daily livings seem so rigorous and the knowledge brings light to danger in what I saw as harmless. The sicknesses in which I thought was fine. The happiness is just fake. The light in which is just never everlasting.