World is so Cold

I cried. I just talked to my oreo. I don't know what to write/say right now...I'm tired of crying... I wish he could just forget about thinking so far in the future and just tell me simply that he loves me and he wants me back. What he told me really hurt...I don't know what I wanted before..I just want him :l that's all I'm asking for everyday, every night, this christmas and so forth..

My wishes are never coming true..

&no...my baby oreo is never a loser/horrible person...believe that for me if you still love/care about me, okaies? ...